:/

aaah

why do I do this to myself?

I know I work best when I'm under pressure, but that's only cos I'm too lazy to work when I'm not

oh well I suppose I get it all done in the end :/

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh (now with three extra 'a's)

shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit
(this is like the start of four weddings)



hmmm I am screwing myself time is scarily running out
I need to finish my drama work and I can't afford to spend anymore time on it after tomorrow
but I want to go to chris's thing but I really don't think I can afford to :(

I may just have to cancel :\

sometimes the 'poetry' I write in my head
I feel the need to write down

I'm never sure if this is a good idea

what else can one do but live life moment by moment





it solves all sort of problems

today

I have been being half productive today, which means doing some work but probably enough
though it stupid cos I always say that but I really don't know how much work is 'enough'

anyhoo I have downloaded lots of new albums over the last two days
these have been

Earth to the Dandy Warhols-The Dandy Warhols
Octopus- The Bees
All of the Decemberists albums apart from The Crane Wife which Jo had sent to me
so: Castaways and Cutouts
Her Majesty
Picaresque
and The Hazards of Love

um and then I downloaded an andrew bird album
and lots of new beirut :)

I like being able to download torrents :)

its funny how bad times make children of us all

hmmm

I'm in the ongoing process of trying to get my head round my exams

this might seem like a strange idea, but I'm just trying to work out what I have to and what I'm going to do in them

they're so much prep work for most of them

or I'm doing so much because I don't want to fail




I <3 Andrew Bird



yeh I'm cool