you've got all these great answers for all these great questions

(I'm not sure whether I should hate myself for that ^^^)


you always ask me why I love you

and I think it's simply because there's is no one else quite like you in the entire world
and your unique cocktail of personality is one that I immensely enjoy the company off
and it makes me happy
and sometimes it makes me a bit sad
but then that's only natural and the way of the world

and I suppose now that I have met this unique brandess of you-ness which makes me so happy
I don't want to lose it
and which I, suppose, quite naturally, fear losing.


and it scares me looking back and old stuff from friends I used to have, really close friends, how little I miss them, but yet at the same time I do get nostalgic about the good times we had.


I don't want that to happen with you, maybe it won't
maybe those friends which I thought were close weren't

maybe we're all wrong and you're right
(it's happened before)
and actually what you consider as friends are our only real friends
and these are the ones that we don't let ourselves lose
(my dad has no friends from his time during school, is that normal?)

if that's the case, the logic goes that you will be one of the ones I keep,
if that's the right verb,


I guess...


no

it's gone

my eloquence, or more likely, train of thought has run around aground which has led me to type all this.


don't you just love mixing metaphors